"i'm yours"

when 2 hearts flows the same direction
having the same heartbeat and when minds think alike
both are not able to be together

" the cats
the marinara spag
the honesty
the sea
the kiss
the nite ... "

the last song that you want me to hear; " i'm yours "
and yet i am no longer...

a plaything, a toy.

how does it feel like to be a toy of others?

being thrown around? being discard to one side when you have no more fun to that party? when all the curiosity is gone?

finally wake up call... !

the resistance epi 2...

even though something serious had happened, you still be able to solve it in one day...

that is the thing i like.

but, you have taught me something as well.

its time to let go and face it.

goodbye my friend...

i am shocked to hear from wei that chen chuan passed away last week.

although i didn't really been in touch with him for these 2 years, but we were quite good terms during our school days...

its always sad to know that someone close or someone you have known left this world suddenly.

Rest in peace... my friend..

P/s... reminds me of sis....

the resistance of ...

today, i am greatly affected by the phone call from you.

you have made me more confused.

if avoidance is what you been doing, then don't do the things which you should not be doing.

when you told me, you thot you have explained well enough the other night, it hurts.

perhaps you do not know that what you have been doing is contradiction to what you have said.

stop treating me this way, stop all...

i am glad to have met you, althou at the most unsuitable period of my life.

i know all the hard facts, all the pain i will be going thru if this were to continue.
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dear wei, you are right...

just that you did not forsee that it ends much earlier.

you did not forsee that he is tough enough...

and i am fragile.

What he wants me to listen to...

Time to say goodbye

When Im alone
I dream on the horizon
And words fail;
Yes, I know there is no light
In a room
Where the sun is not there
If you are not with me.
At the windows
Show everyone my heart
Which you set alight;
Enclose within me
The light you
Encountered on the street.

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall experience them.

When you are far away
I dream on the horizon
And words fail,
And yes, I know
That you are with me;
You, my moon, are here with me,
My sun, you are here with me.
With me, with me, with me,

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you,I with you.

repelling of feelings...

haaa ... nowsaday, who still repel each other feelings.

it could be just he/she is just not that into you.

if one is not brave enough to face the reality, it becomes a form of illusion and it can really be fogging your direction, your opinion and feelings.
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no matter how many criterias you have set, i know what ya meant.

i get it!

don't bother to act further as we all don't have the courage to face the truth.

here it is....

an unwanted morning call from someone.
seriously why are people always self deceiving themself?

So am i.

i am glad i met up with people waiting to make me awake and to move on.

Mastering my courage and motivation to do so now.

ooh.. i need to get away for some time...

Duration: unknown
Venue: unknown
Returning? unknown too.

mum is able to cope few months without me.

狼说的话。。。

今天
75k 狼跟我说了很多真心话

一些别人不会跟我说的话
一些他不会跟别人说的话

两年了，一个一直摆明姿态的他
今天的话和举动让我越来越不怕他
相反， 我觉得他好可怜， 好累

他， 很诚恳的说不想失去我这个朋友
一个即认识不久又很了解他的人
这就是为什么
每当他生意上有问题或因为他的过去
他它就会打给我

狼还说了许多 许多
有我要的答案 也有他不敢前进的理由
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其实，又何必活到那么累
你说，你需要静一静 用自己的方法站起来
其实你也不喜欢那样的你
就因为你要保护自己 才会变成现在的你

看他平常那么有自信 现在真为他担心和心疼。。。

即兴慰又悲伤 一切都没发生。

对于白兔的。。。

小白兔暗恋我??? 哈哈。。。

不过
他的确说过叫我不要在这个“领域”说他是小弟弟
白兔还说他不介意姐弟恋

我没有出之于看扁他的意思
只是我从来没有想过我跟他会有任何感情的关系

自大是他的弱点
不然他会是个更成功的人

希望是吃错药
要不以后难相处。。。

心情。

我的天空还是恢恢的，晴朗的天气何时回来。。。

（兔皮）的狼，（狼皮）的羊。

已经连续一个星期没有什么睡了。看了朋友的部落格，写了有关我告诉她两个男人的故事， 还觉得真有趣。

对，那匹狼从头到尾就摆明了姿态；愿者上钩，我会吃掉你，只要你愿意。都已经两年了，狼的耐心也真好。这韵味着；得不到的永远是最好的，我一定要征服你。
不过听了他许多故事，说穿了，他内心是很寂寞， 莫个程度的脆弱。不过因为他好胜，而经验让他变得坚强，所以不容易倒下。

他说他是头有良心的狼，对我还是下不了他的魔爪。朋友说的对，也许他真的是不想惹上一身蚁。

至于那口气大的，披着兔皮的狼 aka 小色狼，他真是让我另眼相看！从来没有遇过像他这样，这么有自信，这么狂妄自大。他对我来说还是个小弟弟，行为举止都没长大。 我怜惜他，佩服他对爱情的执著， 可是他却觉得我喜欢他。单纯的喜欢和来电的喜欢是真的不一样。

也不知道他为什么觉得我可以那么，轻拂又容易得到手。听他说着， 我都忍不住的大笑。不过，我看以后应该很难再面对他， 不知如何像从前一样， 做单纯的朋友。

哈哈，为什么身边都是这样的男人。。。
难道就没有正常的吗？