the resistance of ...

today, i am greatly affected by the phone call from you.

you have made me more confused.

if avoidance is what you been doing, then don't do the things which you should not be doing.

when you told me, you thot you have explained well enough the other night, it hurts.

perhaps you do not know that what you have been doing is contradiction to what you have said.

stop treating me this way, stop all...

i am glad to have met you, althou at the most unsuitable period of my life.

i know all the hard facts, all the pain i will be going thru if this were to continue.
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dear wei, you are right...

just that you did not forsee that it ends much earlier.

you did not forsee that he is tough enough...

and i am fragile.